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Put up the Christmas tree this afty. It was really hard. Emotionally, I mean. Miss my mum. And Matt. Thank goodness Bridget was there to help, even if she kept teasing my light-application method. Bethany, I wish you could've come too. Bergstein, you fail. JKJK.
Very stressed. Very lonely. God, I don't give a fuck about presents. For goodness' sake, I just need my friends and family around me, especially those who live far away most of the time. I used to be SO bewildered when my mother would insist she didnt want any Christmas presents, just a hug. Now I see where she was coming from. That giddiness that used to come from sneaking down to peek at the tree and at presents has been replaced with a giddiness that comes from getting to spend time with my relatives and friends.
I love you guys.
Very stressed. Very lonely. God, I don't give a fuck about presents. For goodness' sake, I just need my friends and family around me, especially those who live far away most of the time. I used to be SO bewildered when my mother would insist she didnt want any Christmas presents, just a hug. Now I see where she was coming from. That giddiness that used to come from sneaking down to peek at the tree and at presents has been replaced with a giddiness that comes from getting to spend time with my relatives and friends.
I love you guys.