live.love.laugh
life could be better if everything was just fine && dandy, you know.
i wish things would change for the better,
i would rather have life like how it used to be before than how life is now.
i wish, i wish i could just close my eyes, and tap my heels 3 times
and say i wish life would change for good. like everything would be good,
the kind of good that would make me and everyone around me happy.
im still not content with life, there are things missing;
so the puzzle is not complete.
i still wonder what life would be like if we didnt move here
oh man, it would be so different.
i think, everything would be alright
i miss...the beaches, oceans, friends, cousins, relatives,
waking up early mornings hearing the bicycle bell for the bread,
and seeing other people hanging out in front my neighbors house.
everyone was friendly, they would greet you with smiles on their
faces. i miss that, i miss feeling free hanging out with everyone by my moms beautiful garden.
i remembered it was filled with different kind of flowers from roses to orchids, in different color too
you would love it if you saw it.
i miss it. i miss going to the beach with everyone, i miss packing up early not missing anything
and always asking 'are we there yet'. finally we get to the beach, and we put our stuff down and
head down to the water, the water felt fresh, the sun was up shining so brightly. oh i also remember
eating watermelon by the little houses, taking pictures, making memories. oh those were the days.
i miss my friends, cousins, and relatives. i havent seen them in almost 7-8 years. which is
a really long time. i miss spending time with them,
i wonder too how life would be like if we just visited here, because at first i thought we were just
going on a vacation but it was then , a couple of days before we left that we were living here.
we thought people would be different, it was going to be a nice change living here but its not
that amazing here, once you get to really live here. we thought before, we were really ecstatic
coming here, experiencing different things here. but i dont know anymore, im not sure.
people are different here, the weather pretty much sucks. i also realized that here, all they want
is money, money, money........greediness, cockiness, some words that might describe;
disappointing and upsetting right?
theres nothing much to do around here, the place were living at...
wow i can just go on and on, movies, mall, sports, cars..are those it? thats it? i thought they would
offer more but i guess not, i was wrong. i dont know where ill be going to college, i dont know i cant
decide, its in the future, whether here or over there,
i hope, something exciting happens for a change. o hope, crossing my fingers
i need to lighten up but i really cant, i sometimes pretend to be happy even if things are not all
sunshine, birds singing, and blue clouds. i still have that fake smile planted on my face,
i used to be that happy go lucky gal type of person.
i could keep writing and complain but thats not gonna take me anywhere, i still have to study for the
finals. which is soon, and im dreading it. bad.
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i didnt wanna start another entry so i decided to post & continue it here;
since i havent updated, september 07? long time ago, well its 08 happy new year btw
junior yr is complicated, its hard. sometimes it seems like just any other grades but its really not.
so october, november, december has passed by..........it was some pretty good months.
my holidays were good, got cool gifts, spent time with mom to the mall :), homecoming week
was pretty good too, that was a good night girls with jennys crazy driving oh i love that girl.
we had our first snow day back in december, yay wanted another one but didnt happen.
i so wanted to go to the hannah montana/miley cyrus concert, oh my god. i love her, im obsessed
but i didnt, the tickets were so expensive. so next monday is MLK and my choir class is singing at the
program or event. it was nice singing with other choirs from other 2 schools, met some pretty cool people
so i told you that this friday and next week is all finals.......im so scared, you have no idea. i hope to do really well and i will sit in my ass for a long time for these finals i will try, at least im trying and study hard. im now obsess with gossip girls, american idol, reality tv shows, gotta love them. school is still school nothing exciting oh and i dont like him anymore, you proud of me?! :) hes a jerk. whatever im done,
i remember trying to be all cute just for him, yeah right. that was a waste. i felt so stupid.
i cant think of anymore to write down
so i guess i should go, i will update more if i remember.!
love always.
i wish things would change for the better,
i would rather have life like how it used to be before than how life is now.
i wish, i wish i could just close my eyes, and tap my heels 3 times
and say i wish life would change for good. like everything would be good,
the kind of good that would make me and everyone around me happy.
im still not content with life, there are things missing;
so the puzzle is not complete.
i still wonder what life would be like if we didnt move here
oh man, it would be so different.
i think, everything would be alright
i miss...the beaches, oceans, friends, cousins, relatives,
waking up early mornings hearing the bicycle bell for the bread,
and seeing other people hanging out in front my neighbors house.
everyone was friendly, they would greet you with smiles on their
faces. i miss that, i miss feeling free hanging out with everyone by my moms beautiful garden.
i remembered it was filled with different kind of flowers from roses to orchids, in different color too
you would love it if you saw it.
i miss it. i miss going to the beach with everyone, i miss packing up early not missing anything
and always asking 'are we there yet'. finally we get to the beach, and we put our stuff down and
head down to the water, the water felt fresh, the sun was up shining so brightly. oh i also remember
eating watermelon by the little houses, taking pictures, making memories. oh those were the days.
i miss my friends, cousins, and relatives. i havent seen them in almost 7-8 years. which is
a really long time. i miss spending time with them,
i wonder too how life would be like if we just visited here, because at first i thought we were just
going on a vacation but it was then , a couple of days before we left that we were living here.
we thought people would be different, it was going to be a nice change living here but its not
that amazing here, once you get to really live here. we thought before, we were really ecstatic
coming here, experiencing different things here. but i dont know anymore, im not sure.
people are different here, the weather pretty much sucks. i also realized that here, all they want
is money, money, money........greediness, cockiness, some words that might describe;
disappointing and upsetting right?
theres nothing much to do around here, the place were living at...
wow i can just go on and on, movies, mall, sports, cars..are those it? thats it? i thought they would
offer more but i guess not, i was wrong. i dont know where ill be going to college, i dont know i cant
decide, its in the future, whether here or over there,
i hope, something exciting happens for a change. o hope, crossing my fingers
i need to lighten up but i really cant, i sometimes pretend to be happy even if things are not all
sunshine, birds singing, and blue clouds. i still have that fake smile planted on my face,
i used to be that happy go lucky gal type of person.
i could keep writing and complain but thats not gonna take me anywhere, i still have to study for the
finals. which is soon, and im dreading it. bad.
----------
i didnt wanna start another entry so i decided to post & continue it here;
since i havent updated, september 07? long time ago, well its 08 happy new year btw
junior yr is complicated, its hard. sometimes it seems like just any other grades but its really not.
so october, november, december has passed by..........it was some pretty good months.
my holidays were good, got cool gifts, spent time with mom to the mall :), homecoming week
was pretty good too, that was a good night girls with jennys crazy driving oh i love that girl.
we had our first snow day back in december, yay wanted another one but didnt happen.
i so wanted to go to the hannah montana/miley cyrus concert, oh my god. i love her, im obsessed
but i didnt, the tickets were so expensive. so next monday is MLK and my choir class is singing at the
program or event. it was nice singing with other choirs from other 2 schools, met some pretty cool people
so i told you that this friday and next week is all finals.......im so scared, you have no idea. i hope to do really well and i will sit in my ass for a long time for these finals i will try, at least im trying and study hard. im now obsess with gossip girls, american idol, reality tv shows, gotta love them. school is still school nothing exciting oh and i dont like him anymore, you proud of me?! :) hes a jerk. whatever im done,
i remember trying to be all cute just for him, yeah right. that was a waste. i felt so stupid.
i cant think of anymore to write down
so i guess i should go, i will update more if i remember.!
love always.