Nov 08, 2002 09:39
After spending all night locked in the bathroom, thinking. I've decided to come out and make a post. Yesterday was horrible. That's all I can really say. I felt like I was losing my brother, and I didn't want that. I'm sorry. I miss you so much, Nick. Can I please go see you and Brian? Please!! He needs to help me with my birthday and christmas list. =)
I talked to Brian this morning. He made me feel alot better. He's a great person and everyone should love him because I said so. I was going to steal him away from my brother but I can't do that to him. So, Nick. Brian and I thought it would be an interesting experiment to clone him. What do you think? ;)
I don't want my family to think I'm picking favorites and only making a big deal out of Nick because I'm not. I see the rest of them more than Nick but I still miss them just as much.
Aaron's been busy with alot of stuff, lately. I miss him so much. He was always the one that could tell something was wrong with me, without me saying a word. We're twins. We have that special bond, I guess you could say. Aar, we really need to hang out soon. I don't wanna drift any further away from you. I wanna be close again.
I miss Les alot also. We use to be able to tell each other anything. That's changed though. I guess it's my fault for drifting away from them all but I want that back. I wanna work on getting that back. So, Les. Let's hang out whenever you're not busy. It'd mean alot to me.
BJ's here, so I can't really say much. We haven't really hung out but we need too. Beej, let's do something.
I just wanna say I'm sorry. I'm sorry to my family and everyone I've drifted from. I don't know exactly why I did but I do know I regret it because I love yall so much and I miss yall. Can you please forgive me?
Well, I need to go starting making Brians award and hope I don't get glued together. I get candy if I do though, so maybe I'll do it on purpose. Hah. ;)
What's everyone doing for Thanksgiving?