Dec 04, 2009 15:11
I am stressed above and beyond the norm. Life is really complicated... I can't seem to find work to save my life... I may have to break down and actually get a job in a retail store... which is a last straw. I don't want to work on commission and I dont want to work nights and weekends. I'm looking for a 9-5 desk job. Why is that soooo difficult to come across right now? This is the easiest and most common job description out there and I can't get a hold of one!! It wouldn't be so bad, but Guy and I are trying to find a way to move out in the somewhat near future. I need a car, we need a place, and then there are things that aren't exactly necessities but things that we want to have and to do... I'd love to get an iphone, but I feel guilty even wanting one when I'm not working. We want to be able to go spend a weekend at a cabin, and go on weekend trips but we can't do any of that without me working. It's all so lame.
The greatest thing in the world though is waking up to his beautiful brown eyes with a kiss on my forehead. He's truly the love of my life.