Oct 25, 2008 10:36
he went out last night, till 6 in the morning. and then he sends me this text that says "i love you, just thought I would let you know I got home about 2 hours ago me and julissa stayed up and talked afterwords, i doubled with her, that's why i was suprised sorry. i love you i hope you're sleeping well, i miss you" and i'm not even mad about him going out... i'm mad about everything he's done that brought us to the point where i had to say we should. this was supposed to be about me going out and doing stuff because he left me in shambles! he wasnt going to date because he needed to focus on school... since that's why he was out there. i'm angry with him for leaving... still... and i don't care if he thinks i have a right to be or not. he should have just broken it off with me when he left. just set me free instead of making me wait for you, again! it's always been about doing what's best for him. not us. not me. i hope he's happy with himself.