wants....
Someone once shared with me a very important tidbit of wisdom:
-you can't have a meaningful relationship that lasts without knowing what you want.-
I finally have figured out what I want.... took me a while.... but i figured it out.
I want to be cherished, like a treasured doll, that needs to be treated so gently, that sometimes I cry from the tenderness.
Yet I want a passion that no fire could ever hope to match.
I want someone who isn't afraid to tell me no....
but loves to say yes.
I want someone who would just lay watching tv with me, and lean over and whisper he loves me....
I also want someone who would love spending hours showing me....
I want someone who will be as honest with me, as I am with them....
(If you know me, this could possibly be the worst punishment for me... for I can play words games with the best of them...)
I want someone who would be willing to give it all up for me....
Yet has enough fire in them to chase their own dreams
I want someone who needs me and relies on me
Yet isn't afraid to deal with something themselves
I want someone who comes to me with their troubles
And that I can go to about mine as well
I want someone who could love me as fiercely and deeply as I them,
and never be afraid to tell the world.
I want a love so passionate, sometimes I feel like I will be burnt up in flames....
Yet soft enough to make me smile at the smallest touch.
I want someone who will never lie to me.
No matter the issue.... never lie...
I want someone who seems fearless
But when they are afraid, doesn't hide their fear in a pseudo-macho-ness
I want someone I can giggle with long into the night
But who can be there when I need to cry too
I want someone who can match me in wits and in arguements. Because I know I am not always right
But who pretends that I can be.... just to make me smile
I want someone who will know that when I say "I'm fine" or "I just want to be alone"
I really mean "I am not ok..... I need you.." or "I want you to just hold me..."
Above all else....
I just want to love someone, and be loved in return