Nov 11, 2004 22:37
I don't know what to do! I feel like I am starting to cause friction between Freddy and our friends and I am stuck in the middle. I see what is going on from both ends and understand both sides but I don't know what to do. Freddy wants to spend time with me and see me and on the other hand he used to come over to Crystal, Melissa, and Chris's house to visit with them. When he does see them I am there so it is not like the way it used to be. What to do?
The only people that ever read the stupid thing are the people that I am talking about so I am screwed anyway I look at it. We all just need to sit down and talk. Insteand of letting everything build up and then we are going to end up blowing up at each other. That is not going to be a good thing.
I love all you guys. and yall are like another family to me. You have helped me a lot since Rob. I don't want to lose that but on the other hand I am not going to come in between you "orginal" 4. Yall are more close to each other that I am to yall.
I don't want to be the cause of any stress or issues.
Please HELP!!!!
I love you GUYS!
anyway.. one thing is for sure... It is cold as shit in that house. Last night I slept in a sweater, pants, and a tank top undter the seater... socks... and if I had a pair of gloves they would have been on as well...lol... that is cold. anyway.. almost time to go... so
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