WHY!?
Ok, well I talked to Rob last night and today. Crap, why is it when I get calm about what is going on between us he starts shit up again. I was fine with everything and then he starts to tell me that someone is telling him that i am cheating on him by having a Threesome with two other guys... then he percides to tell me that he was just making it up to see my reaction. What the HEll.... well after that he starts to call me a Bitch and a lier... and anyother name that he can think. of.... well i respond and say that if he wants to start the name calling shit that i can also play that game and my names will be more powerfull than the little high school names. So he changed his mind. Well today he sits there and tells me that I am being mean to him and that i am nasty with him everytime i talk to him. I tried to expalin that everything i speak to him he tells me some stupid lie about what someone has told him to see my reaction. So if he would quit playing games like a kid we could act and talk like adults...
Well, he says that he still wants to buy my bunk bed and he said that he woudl try to give me some more money... I hope so... but that will not happen until next Sunday. I hope that he comes thorough. But, if he does not then I know that I will never ever ever be able to trust him again....
well I miss my baby. [sigh] but i will get to see him tomorrow. i am so excited. I have so much crap on me riten ow it is unreal but when i am with him it seams like he makes everything just go away. It is like he just lightens my load. and takes some of it onto himself. the most important thing about him that i love the most is... the fact that he relys on God for everything. and he goes to God for everything. I love that... i also love to hear him talk about Jesus. It just melts my heart every time. I just want to squeeze him when he says that he praied about something for me. I Love that.
well my shoulder is hurt really badly... so i am going to stop typing.... i don't know if it is because of stress and it is just setteling in my sholders or if i pulled a muscle.
But it hurts either way.
I have a test tomorrow.... so wish me Luck!
*****ANGEL*****
Well, he says that he still wants to buy my bunk bed and he said that he woudl try to give me some more money... I hope so... but that will not happen until next Sunday. I hope that he comes thorough. But, if he does not then I know that I will never ever ever be able to trust him again....
well I miss my baby. [sigh] but i will get to see him tomorrow. i am so excited. I have so much crap on me riten ow it is unreal but when i am with him it seams like he makes everything just go away. It is like he just lightens my load. and takes some of it onto himself. the most important thing about him that i love the most is... the fact that he relys on God for everything. and he goes to God for everything. I love that... i also love to hear him talk about Jesus. It just melts my heart every time. I just want to squeeze him when he says that he praied about something for me. I Love that.
well my shoulder is hurt really badly... so i am going to stop typing.... i don't know if it is because of stress and it is just setteling in my sholders or if i pulled a muscle.
But it hurts either way.
I have a test tomorrow.... so wish me Luck!
*****ANGEL*****