i love this time of year
but at the same time, i can't help but hate it.
i can't tell if it's the pms or the season's changing, but there is a serious depression setting in.
i miss the bright sunlight warming my face on my way to work.
i don't know if i'm depressed because of the things i've lost this year, or the little that i've gained.
i've graduated and i'm not doing anything with it.
my room is a perpetual mess, i can't get myself on a schedule for anything because of work.
there's only one thing i can count on right now and honestly it's the last thing i ever thought i would be able to count on. scott.
i hate when it's cold outside and there's no one to hold me when all i want to do is cry. the only thing i have right now is darkness and quiet. the house is silent. my mom isn't even snoring.
how did it get to be the middle of october already?
ifeelsooverlooked.
i can't tell if it's the pms or the season's changing, but there is a serious depression setting in.
i miss the bright sunlight warming my face on my way to work.
i don't know if i'm depressed because of the things i've lost this year, or the little that i've gained.
i've graduated and i'm not doing anything with it.
my room is a perpetual mess, i can't get myself on a schedule for anything because of work.
there's only one thing i can count on right now and honestly it's the last thing i ever thought i would be able to count on. scott.
i hate when it's cold outside and there's no one to hold me when all i want to do is cry. the only thing i have right now is darkness and quiet. the house is silent. my mom isn't even snoring.
how did it get to be the middle of october already?
ifeelsooverlooked.