i feel like spilling my guts.
I am so tired of this smile. this thing that i do all day, pretend like i care, pretend like i'm happy, pretend that i like what i do.
i'm so sick of work, i hate that my life is washing cars. yes there are days when it's fun, but there are days when i'd rather rearrange my sock drawer.
i stabbed myself with scissors last week, got two stitches and went back to work for another 5 hours. how lame is that?
i'm not happy with myself. i'm just not where i want to be. emotionally, physically, financially...nothing feels right.
i'm sorry that the first time i've updated in forever feels like a pity party.
i just want more for myself than what i have now, and i know that i deserve more.
dave finally moved. scott and i are close again. now he likes a toady.
you know how women go get a face lift when they're unhappy with the droopy parts? i need a life lift. something needs to change.
i just want to fall in love. i just want to be happy. is that so much to ask for?
on a bright note, new monday night tradition has begun. BINGO!
i'm so sick of work, i hate that my life is washing cars. yes there are days when it's fun, but there are days when i'd rather rearrange my sock drawer.
i stabbed myself with scissors last week, got two stitches and went back to work for another 5 hours. how lame is that?
i'm not happy with myself. i'm just not where i want to be. emotionally, physically, financially...nothing feels right.
i'm sorry that the first time i've updated in forever feels like a pity party.
i just want more for myself than what i have now, and i know that i deserve more.
dave finally moved. scott and i are close again. now he likes a toady.
you know how women go get a face lift when they're unhappy with the droopy parts? i need a life lift. something needs to change.
i just want to fall in love. i just want to be happy. is that so much to ask for?
on a bright note, new monday night tradition has begun. BINGO!