I can't take it...
So I have decided, I can't deal with people...guys especially
first of all, Andrew and I havent talked since he called me this weekend and that worries me because now I think more than ever that he is avoiding talking to me because he didnt mean what he said...I know I'm assuming things but still, why else wouldnt he call me? I just dont know what to think anymore...
I also have decided that I dont know how to read people...This kid John that I'm friends with has liked me since the begininng of the year...and now all of a sudden when I think I could possibly want something with him he starts to pull away...What the hell, is there something wrong with me that no guy wants to be with me? And then, he was supposed to come over while Christina was at class and then he just cancelled on me...He said he had some homework to do before his next class but still...he knew about his homework before so why did he tell me he wanted to come over...I told him he could come after his last class so we'll see if that happens. I doubt it now though! He also told me he would come to see me over Spring Break but now I dont think that will happen either...Ahhhh Boys SUCK!
I just keep telling myself that I get to go home tomorrow and I dont have to deal with this shit for 10 days! Thank goodness! I am also sooooooo excited to see Annamarie...we need to spend some quality time together! I can't wait!!
first of all, Andrew and I havent talked since he called me this weekend and that worries me because now I think more than ever that he is avoiding talking to me because he didnt mean what he said...I know I'm assuming things but still, why else wouldnt he call me? I just dont know what to think anymore...
I also have decided that I dont know how to read people...This kid John that I'm friends with has liked me since the begininng of the year...and now all of a sudden when I think I could possibly want something with him he starts to pull away...What the hell, is there something wrong with me that no guy wants to be with me? And then, he was supposed to come over while Christina was at class and then he just cancelled on me...He said he had some homework to do before his next class but still...he knew about his homework before so why did he tell me he wanted to come over...I told him he could come after his last class so we'll see if that happens. I doubt it now though! He also told me he would come to see me over Spring Break but now I dont think that will happen either...Ahhhh Boys SUCK!
I just keep telling myself that I get to go home tomorrow and I dont have to deal with this shit for 10 days! Thank goodness! I am also sooooooo excited to see Annamarie...we need to spend some quality time together! I can't wait!!