achievement?
Now then... recently two people have warned me not to lose weight. Not that i was particularly trying to. I did recently mention it as a goal in an lj entry but make no mistake - i made no effort whatsoever toward it.
But curiosity got the best of me and i finally remembered to weigh myself. And i got 47 kg. Now according to Dr. Google that's 103 lbs.
103.
Okay 103 and change.
That's the least I ever remember weighing... ever. I think i made 104 as a sophmore in dewey like one time. Same shit, really.
I've been conditioned by society to be proud of this accomplishment. Last time i weighed myself i was 111 or 113 or something around there. Which is my little made up ideal goal weight that i like to imagine myself at. hypothetically this is even better.
Or something.
No what actually impresses me is that a year ago - a little more, lets say up to Feb of 2011 - I was 118. And i wasn't thrilled with it. Really for someone of my height 7-15 lbs makes a damn big difference. Now part of it was hormone pills, part of it was lifestyle. Either way no longer effective.
Now I should try to make my way back up to 111ish.
I don't mind being a little ribby. Okay more than a little. But for the sake of boobs, mostly.
THAT, after all, is why those two previously mentioned people told me not to lose weight in the first place!
The usual photo credit - james_ua
With a bit of my edit. With a little too much yellow. I'm too lazy to change it back, deal with it.
But curiosity got the best of me and i finally remembered to weigh myself. And i got 47 kg. Now according to Dr. Google that's 103 lbs.
103.
Okay 103 and change.
That's the least I ever remember weighing... ever. I think i made 104 as a sophmore in dewey like one time. Same shit, really.
I've been conditioned by society to be proud of this accomplishment. Last time i weighed myself i was 111 or 113 or something around there. Which is my little made up ideal goal weight that i like to imagine myself at. hypothetically this is even better.
Or something.
No what actually impresses me is that a year ago - a little more, lets say up to Feb of 2011 - I was 118. And i wasn't thrilled with it. Really for someone of my height 7-15 lbs makes a damn big difference. Now part of it was hormone pills, part of it was lifestyle. Either way no longer effective.
Now I should try to make my way back up to 111ish.
I don't mind being a little ribby. Okay more than a little. But for the sake of boobs, mostly.
THAT, after all, is why those two previously mentioned people told me not to lose weight in the first place!
The usual photo credit - james_ua
With a bit of my edit. With a little too much yellow. I'm too lazy to change it back, deal with it.