I CANNOT ASK FOR MORE
changes in my life................ I LOVE IT!
seriously, with everything that has been going on.. it makes me so happy to know that i have someone as special as him that compromise all my needs, makes me smile, put me before himself, do it all already without me asking him to. we are practically the same person except the opposite sex, the right and left brain that process the same thoughts, i feel like i have found my soul mate. our friends calls us a match in heaven, everything fits perfectly, interesting sense of style/fair, he has all the quality of the type of guys i like on him, not to mention he has a purple car and lives on shining star lane... the chemistry, passion, FIRE, strong deep emotional sexual feelings we have towards each other. there is no explainations needed when i talk to him, worry free, stress free, always fun, same level on everything, mutual understanding, impeccable humor, we truly enjoy each others company. can things be more PERFECT?
we are two amazing like-minded good hearted people, who happened to meet each other unexpectedly. star crossed serendipity. the universe guides us to be together, it is as if god is hinting us with signs that we are meant to B. There is no other person in the world that makes me feel this way and it doesn't matter where we go, as long as we are with each other that is all we need. when it comes to you, nothing else in the world matters. for once in my life, i feel like i have someone who truly gets me. from head to toe, it is almost inseperable. we redefine the definition of Together as One. it has been nothing but HEARTFELT moments and curioucity. the excitement, we look forward to a crazy future now that we are in each others life. there is so much we can accomplish and take on together. if i want to know what my life will be like... i would not be with him. But i love not knowing... i am most certainly getting used to the unusual him. as the day goes on, my love for him definitely goes up over the top high. falling over the heels, because i have no doubts in my heart that he feels the same way too. New Years Eve was awesome! TAO was intense crazy ViP & FUN!!! free drinks all night long plus back stage passes and i got a pic with DEADMAU5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lately i've been teaching myself to not care as much... because this is my life. i need to stop stressing myself out. life is precious. with the death of Ryan, it really makes me cherish the people that i have in my life so much more. things can go wrong in a split of a second. LIVE IT UP! so because of that... why should i sacrifice my own happiness for others? it is no longer a habit, it's a life style. everything i want... i have. everything i dream of... i can achieve. i mean everything i say and i can gurantee you that 90% of the things that comes out of my mouth is mos def original & made by the 1 N Only PURPS! 2009 is the year i'm going to make the moves. this is MY year i know it.
right now, i appreciate all my friends, my family, people that has been there, showing nothing but love and support in me, believe in me, compliment me, lift me up and help me structure into the character that i have today. i've learned a lot from my past, also from my last relationships. i am at a point in my life where i am content and ambitious. i love everyone that i have with me and i know i have it in me to do more great deeds, express humanity for our society and touch peoples lives. when it comes to the judgement of people, i am good at that. time to cut off the unneeded grass in my weed book and only stay true to the ones that care enough about me to keep me in their life. i've been doing it all for everyone but do i get the same back in return? that is still questionable. SO FTW. You are all i need N want <3
o yea i just bought 2 pairs of Rock & Republic Jeans, 1 pair of 7's and 1 Evisu...
my closet is about to explode even though i already have over 100 pairs of pants piled up.
reminder for myself:
NO MORE SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONSERVE YOUR PURPLE CA$H SHANNIE
& CLEAN YOUR DAMN ROOM SO YOU CAN DONATE YOUR CLOTHES AWAY ALREADY!!