May 03, 2005 14:51
I've been sick for over 2 weeks now! The doc still doesn't know what's wrong with me. My test showed that it wasn't mono like we thought, phew. It could be valley fever though! I've been in and out of the doc to find out what it is but we just can't beat it. It won't go away and I've been on countless meds. I had to go in today for chest x-rays because everytime I go in my airways are more closed. They've been constricting too much, making me out of breath and light headed a lot. I really wish I knew what it was. I'm afraid it's going to get so much worse than it already is.
I haven't got my test results back from the post office yet. I hope I find out soon, I want that job! I got a raise at Soma though. I now make $8.75 plus benefits. It's about time and well deserved! The only reason she gave them to me is because I was going to go back to Victoria's Secret. She didn't want that, she can't get anyone to replace me. I felt kinda special, I've never been so needed. VS can't pay me enough so I'm staying at Soma and if I never threated to leave they would have kept on walking all over me. I've learned that sometimes you have to push your way to what you want. Nothing gets handed to you and nothing is easy.