May 01, 2006 01:30
yeah i'm listening to "in the sun" cuz bri just reminded me of it
.....so the house arrest thing sucks, NO i'm not really under house arrest, but i might as well be, i meen lizzy has more of a life than me what''s up with that.
my only real release from life is work, which in itself sucks because it's mother fucking work, but at least i got friends there
so court is still going to let me move which they should but that my all messed me up on moving moving, i'm already like 45 miles away, but the 2,000 miles away is a little tougher.
just got off the phone with chris, he;s good, about to start a new job, blah blah blah
foe once, i'm glad, not so glad about my whole situation, but glad within. for once i feel better about me just as me, i'm not worrying abut who saying what, where i'm going to go drink, how i'm gonna get somewhere, i'm just....me which i think i haven't known for years now....yeah this glad feling is different.
"....that everyone i knew was waiiting on a cue to turn and leave when all i needed was the truth" - the fray
p.s. if you see mama erwin out in the streets, give a swift kick in the nuts, or tell her she looks 60