Just Wondering......................

[angel1735]

Why can't we all just get along? Why do we have to be mean to one another? Why do we have to stop hanging out with some people? Why am I so tired? We were all friends once....what is going on? I am tired of this life............

Comments

Stephanie

[normajean23]

How am i going to change the fact that you lied to me about New york? You had said that you were not going to go For like 2 months,and then one day pow your going to New york and you didnt even tell me I found out from lindsey. Even that night when Patrick went in to talk to brandon i was asking you if you guys were going to go and you didnt say a damn word, and that was the same day that Lindsey told me that you made up your mind that you were going to go to New york. it doesnt really bother me anymore that you guys are going because I figure that shit must be fun if your willing to lose a couple of friends over it. I mean Damn Guys this is like the 3rd time you guys did not invite us. You would think regardless of how we act you would still invite us because we were your frineds. But i know " we act to Immature" and Patrick and Fay do not want us to go because of it. As for being nice to everyone why would i be nice to Him after the things that he has said and the way he has treated us in the past 9 months or however long. He says shit behind out back and most important he treats Lindsey like shit. If i were to do and say some of the things he says to Lindsey to Fay he would shit a brick, but im not going to do that because everyone knows I do not like Fay and im just going to leave it like that. You know and talking shit behind my back doesnt really help the fact that we dont hang out Stephaine. you know at least say it to my face or on the damn computer. You dont know why lindsey would be with me even though i make her cry, WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO JUDGE US. I mean holy shit i have seen you and Brandon Fight more times than Richard has masterbated in his lifetime. So where do you get off by saying we have a bad relationship because you have seen us fight a few times thats pretty cold. I do not go around saying shit about you and Brandon if you guys are happy then im fucking glad but dont you fucking dare ask why is she with me. I could compare you and brandon all night long but im not going to because i know you guys are happy so isnt that all that counts? Anyway the things that you have said and done (this goes for you to Patrick) have just not been cool and as for right now i don't feel that you are being the potential good friend you could be. So i hiope that kind of answers your ? so say what you want and do what you will but that is how i have been feeling for a long time now.

Love the fucking tooth Faery

Re: Stephanie

[angel1735]

Well first of all cj i told you that i wasn't going to go to New York and that was the truth. the decision was up to brandon and i even told him that i didn't want to go. He made the decision for both of us. Second of all it is not my place to invite people on a trip that isn't even planned by me. Fay and patrick are planning every aspect of this, the plane tickets, the hotel, and where we go. Patrick is not the only one who talks behind other people's back. you do it all of the time. to everyone know matter what. i could be totally nice to you and you will still talk shit about me to other people. I have seen patrick with lindsey and there have only been a few times where he has treated her like shit. but you will treat me that way for no reason. how do you explain that? i will be nice to you and do things for you, take you all places and you constantly treat me bad. you talk shit about me to brandon when im not around. so don't make it seem like you are totally the victim here. i know for a fact that you talk about me behind my back. as for you and lindsey...i did not say that i don't know why she is with you, because i do. she loves you and you love her. i said that i hate when you make her cry. you and i both know that she is an extremely emotional person and i hate to see her cry. i am no one to judge a relationship, because in case you haven't noticed i don't always get the best ones. you should get your facts right before you start blaming me for something i didn't even say. i feel that this has all happened because of one little thing, and i don't even know what it is. all of the sudden you stopped talking to me or hanging out with me. i have tried and you won't do anything. when i went to the movies with jakes i know that you said shit about me. i just wanted to hang out with everyone. is that so bad? and as for being a potential friend...i have tried. i will call you and try to get you to hang out with us. you seem that you don't want anything to do with me. is that the case? i feel that i have been a good friend to you. i was here to chill when you wanted to, i would go places with you, do things for you, buy stuff for you. what else do you want? how can i be a better friend to you? let me know. i have no idea how it even got this far. one minute you are hanging out with me and the next you are pissed off at patrick for saying something. and apparently if you get mad at patrick you also get mad at me. i just want us all to be friends, even if it's not exactly like it was before. why don't you tell me what i can do so that you will stop alienating me from you, richard, and lin. we used to have fun when we all hung out. let me know.

Stephanie

Whatever

[normajean23]

I heard what you said from Olivia and those were her exact words dude. You say that you dont like when i make her cry why would you say that? Are you talking about the past because yeah i have made her cry in the past but it has been a really long time since i have made her cry. Our relationship right now is going very very well so i dont know why you would say something like that. And about new york i know it is Fay and Patricks trip but the fact is you told me there is NO WAY you were going REGARDLESS of what Brandon said. AND even when you knew you were going you didnt even tell me. YEs i would have been mad but i would still probably be hanging out with you guys. You said you didnt want to go to new york because the way that they treated you on the last one, well why the hell do you want to go again, you know I know Richard Paul Lindsey all know how they act when they are together and you think it is going to be much different? Ne way remeber like 3 days before the night that i took all of my things and left we were watching a movie and I had mentioned We as In me Richard you Brandon Lindsey and Paul should go on a trip one year from now (around the time you guys are going to NY) and you had said yeah that would be really cool blah blah blah and i thought we were going to do something like that where we all could have fun. But it doesnt really matter anymore but because it is all over and we have gone our seperate ways,maybe it is for the better maybe not. As for me talking shit sure i do probably more than anyone else but the thing is i was talking shit about you because of what you said, and because i have been mad. Stephanie i never really talked shit about you because being mean and talking shit are 2 different things. when i was mean to you i was mean to everyone because i had a bad day or something, i know that is not an excuse but thats how i let off steam. I usually say things that i dont mean because i am in a bad mood. But anyway i know i probably have more to say but i just cant think of it now so i will talk to you later

Re: Whatever

[angel1735]

You are correct cj, you heard HER words. not mine. you heard what she thought i said. not what i said. my exact words were "i hate when he makes her cry, and i hope that everything gets better". lin cried like two weeks ago. she came into jakes and her check engine light came on and she was afraid to drive home. i was there, i comforted her. you heard brandon say that we were going and when i tried to talk to you, you just shut down and just called me names. i couldnt get through to you when i tried. and you were still friends with brandon. i thought we were cool when you started talking to me again. when you talk shit you about or to me it is mean. i have tolerated you doing that to me, and it hurts. if you are going to talk shit to let off steam, you should appoligize for what you say. i just want us to be friends again. even if that means just hanging out on weekends or whatever. i am still leary about going to New York, because of the same fears. but i gave brandon the decision, he knew how i felt and he made the choice. i just want to be your friend, and i am trying shouldn't that at least count for something?

Re: Whatever

[normajean23]

So i made her cry because her check engine light came on? How the fuck does that have anything to do with me?

Re: Whatever

[angel1735]

She cried because you were being mean to her. She was having a really hard day and since you decided to be mean to her that is why she cried. Patrick, richard, and i were there. We all saw it. I was like two weeks ago. Ask anyone.

im done

[normajean23]

you dont know what your talking about so dont open your mouth.

Mcnuggets

[normajean23]

Id rather not talk for awhile ok, because i think it would be better like that. But i will eventually need some of the games that i left at your house. i need Mario cart regardless if Caleb and them have it or not and i also have a wrestling game i had left behind. I will get those when i have a chance Bye. do me a favor and tell richard not to call me for awhile also because i do not want to talk to him.

Re: Mcnuggets

[angel1735]

If you don't want to talk for a while than that is up to you. But i hope that when you do want to talk you will let me know.

Re: im done

[angel1735]

First of all i do know what i am talking about. if you don't remember then that is your deal.

Re: Whatever

[normajean23]

i dont have an account but i am going to post on what i have read. i dont really understand how all this happened, i know that i am occasionally mena to lindsey, and im sorry for that. For the most part i am nice to her, yes i have bad days like everyone else. i know its not an excuse for do it. as for what has transpired throughtout the last few months, what can i say. it is so twisted and fucked up that i dont think the truth will ever really come out. i know what i have said and done and i know what has been said about me. the fact is i dont really care, most of what i hear is people putting thier own spin on things. but i am going to say that i am willing to talk about it. sit down and talk, just you and me. i am willing to, but i am leaving it up to you if we really do. dont care where

Re: Whatever

[honner9999]

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Is this what happens?

[bigpoppasmirf]

Hey you guys this is paul havent seen you fucks in a while hope you all are having fun. Damn that was an assload of reading Hey i got an idea mother fuckers one night we should all meet and straighten this shit out lets say pistols at dawn ten paces and turn...or we could do something gay like go to happyhour applebees sit down eat some shit talk some shit suck some dick...I dont know when any of you fucks will read this but if you get the chance call me!!!! P.S. Fuck Finals!!!!!!! Love, Your friendly neighborhood spiderman!

Re: Is this what happens?

[angel1735]

That is such a sweet comment paul. and you know what we have already settled everything. but if you still want to hang sometime let me know. :-)

Re: Is this what happens?

[normajean23]

Adam west is better than spiderman!