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too many people from hauppauge are going to gospel roads in july and i got waitlisted. that sucks. a lot. well if i dont go i get to go to jill and carly's sweet 16 or not miss the last day of school (and still miss jill/carly sweet 16), but i really just want to go to gospel roads. i just figured i was going and all and i didnt think this would happen, not at all, didnt even cross my mid once. its all i can think about now. and i should be excited for california and vacation, even just going to the movies....but all i m thinking about is stupid tests and my week not in jersey. i couldnt go last summer cuz of work and argentina. i gave up work, i didnt want to work cuz i want to have a summer with my real friends... but still.
why cant i talk to you? i hate this.
why cant i talk to you? i hate this.