so i totally forgot about this thing...
I dont even know why im writing in this right now. I totally forgot it even existed. So I should totally be doing homework right now but I dont feel like doing it. So i am on duty right now. and the building is DEAD EMPTY! Its like me and one other RA. Its weird. Im so happy to get this RA job, it has turned my life around. I dont party as much, actually hardly ever. The thing that sucks is that I never get to see my friends anymore it seems. Plus I never get to go home, which in some ways is a huge blessing because I hate going home, I hate the memories and sometimes I just dont want to ever go back. But I am going back this friday actually. Im coming home for the weekend, should be interesting. Lately I have been making some poor decisions. I was dating a guy for awhile and well found out that I wasnt the only one he was dating and doing stuff with. And i mean its not like we were exclussive or anything, its just when Im with someone I dont expect them to be with anyone else...And I promised myself I would never settle for anything less than what I want/deserve...so I ended it.
As much as I love being an RA and I love my residents its deffinately kind of a lonely job. But in the same time its soo fun!!!! I dont even know Im just rambling on so I dont have to get back to hw.
So I cut off the connection pretty much with his family after I found out about the engagement. Havent officially decided if that was the right choice or not. I miss them a lot though!
School..wow school, I am reallly trying to raise my GPA and it would be nice if I were taking easy classes, but I am deffinately not taking any easy classes! And I have been trying to work out everyday...my spare time no longer exists between RA stuff, classes, and working out. My time to myself is when I sleep. I have never loved sleep sooo much!
But I guess I should go do some hw..or maybe work out...hmm..
i guess thats all..considering no ones gunna even read this...haha bye<3