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[angel03_danni]

I cried myself to sleep again
I'm a failure
I'm to blame
I'm just like her
I take but don't give back
How can I love you?
I'm a waste of your time
My dad said all this as he drinks like there's no end
I cry i'm so hurt
Where's my dad? I miss him
Just push me away
Break my heart
She did my mom that is
But still i find myself wishing she was here
I miss her too would she hold me
and tell me everything's ok
or would she even care
Broken promises lies shadows
Tearing us apart
Look at what my life has become
Cry.
No one wants me
No one cares
I love you so much and tell all to you
I would give you the world but you don't see
Mind you you're a great friend
But can't you hold me and love me back
No of course not i'm different right
Damn me.
I love you would be nice.
Right now i envy the ones
who hear in everyday
the ones who have someone
to hold them
to turn to
to offer a shoulder
Cry on... who?

i cry here
oh so lonely
this isn't me
help
My friends all feel so far away
where are they when needed

Cry... i'm a complete mess i hate it