THE BEST NEWS EVER!!!!!
I GOT THE BEST NEWS EVER!!!
and no one was online to tell and i'm gonna brust... oh wait Krista was on so she knows what this is all about :-) yay for Krista! but yes no one else knows so i'm very pleased to say my baby has decided to become a minister... DO YOU WHAT THIS MEANS?? well if you don't i don't want to get all sexual on you so i'll just say it means we now get to take our realationship to the next level without him commiting sins left and right lol omg its getting hot in here... ya so at first when he told me i felt a tad bit guilty... i don't quite know why but i think i felt bad cause he's like changing his fate for my pleasure... but then he told me that he knew we were always meant to be and therefore expressing his love for me should not be sinful but only consider as an act of god... i mean look at adam and eve lets be next ... i laughed my ass off i don't know if its because it was funny or i was nervous and excited... ah maybe all three lol ... then he was like I WANT to do this... I WANT YOU.... ya i like fainted then of course i told him i wanted it to but i wasn't worried cause he already knew that... i mean come on kinky dee here lol then he was like wait now hold on if you're wondering how mom and dad feel about this(but really i was only thinking about him... oh gee i wonder how he looks in his bday suit... damn its hot in here) mom says this as long as your heart still remains with god and that girl i'm happy i support you guys 150 % matt i see you're in love and i know inside god chose her for you... so trust him... the lord wants this as much as you both do... now go on and get started EXPRESS THAT LOVE!!! (omg if my mom said that to me i'd brust out laughing but ya apparently matt feel a little awkward can you blame him lol) dad says meh oh well then lets talk shall we (and of course we all know what they talked about) so hun it looks like we have all the support we need and soon we'll have eachother... GOD i love him so so so so so very much and thanks to his parents ... omg i love them right now and always of course... omg the anticipation... its excited and nerve racking in a good way of course... in case you all didn't know matt is MY FIRST ppl ya uh big step... but then again i'm his so how special is that but don't worry y'all we ain't rushin it we are waiting for one special monment... oh i can only picture it and trust me its on replay in my mind i couldn't sleep last night... man its gotta be good *winks ... phew its hot ... I CAN not WAIT... but i must and i will only cause hes the only one i want and i love him so... oh i'm like on cloud.. matt has put me on a cloud before but no i don't think i'll come down this time... i like it up here... aw to be in love <3 its grand i must say... god i want him.... i love him so much... maybe i always did... gee took me awhile to clue in lol three years lol... oh well what matters is we found each other and were about to discover each other in ever way wow!!! wow!!!! i believe its a dream come true! matt makes all my dreams come<3 i just hope i do the same ... so ya as i conclude this... just waiting ... i'm excited... i'm nervous ya basically everything all wrapped in to one
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God I LOVE MY MATTIE <3