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Why is everything so complicated now? For a long time it was so fabulous and simple. & i knew exactly what i wanted, and how i wanted it... and when and where and why. Now i feel like everything i thought i knew or understood has just up and left. I wish i knew this was going to happen. I got way too comfortable for my own good. I hate that things are so much harder than they need to be. I hate that i almost feel like it COULD be my fault. I dont like change, and i dont like fighting. Unfortunately i am left with no choice. it wasnt my decision.