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Damn, its almost been a month since I have updated. Sorry homies, I have a shitty schedule with work now. Anyways, my summer sucks. I sit and work and eat and thats about it. Only weekends get exciting. I miss thursdays with Alex too, I am so GLAD YOUR BACK!!!!! Tuesday, Oh such a glorious day today. JACKS COMING! I think. I am not sure, she was supposed to be here thursday of last week, but who knows. I CAN'T WAIT. I am shakin in my pants, I am so excited. Me and Kevin are still going out, about a month and a half. Thats not half bad. This Has been my longest boyfriend this whole year. It makes me happy. Last day of school made me happy too. I got the one thing from the one person that I absolutely crushed over for about two months. A simple kiss on the cheek. It was heaven sent. Truely it was. Now I just feel really dumb because like I dunno, I just should've been the loud mouth I always am and told him how I felt. But No, I gotta be a pussy about everything. Well, anyways, the last day of school was the best. For that simple fact. God, if only I would have listened to my friends for once. Everybody left me. Ryan is going to boot camp in sept. and Deverreau moved to North Carolina. That pissed me off. He was one of my really cool friends and now he is gone! Damn his mom. I need to get out of my HOUSE!! I can't wait until later on tonight because then, I AM GOING OUT WITH JACK. Just like it used to be, Carl, Jack and me. Maybe mark if we can find him. That would be awesome. Although I heard mark is kinda getting burnt. Oh Well. Well I gotta do the dishes and get in the shower. I fucking hate work.