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so the game and dinner was fun. even with the insanely hot green stuff. and it was so nice seeing julie. and so i leave 20 minutes early from erin's sister's restaurant so i'd be home at 11 30. and guess waht? no you don't have to guess. you KNOW i got lost. i guess i passed up piedmont somewhere on monroe--got on 85N when i'm supposed to go south and end up on piedmont somehow a LLOOOOOOONg ways away from where i'm supposed to be. oh and a little extra joy for this trip... i'm on E! and i have no time to get gas. oh it was stressful. i called and daddy helped. but this is sad. seriously. are there classes or training for ppl like me who are absolutely retarded directionwise? i feel like my inner compass is spinning uncontrollably every direction.
hoping to work out somehting for liz's party on friday.. hoping... :)
gosh i'm already sick of running. it'd be different if i had stamina or endurance or even the WILL to make myself push past the pain... but i don't. when i get tired it's like ok time to stop. and i do. why i listen to myself sometimes i don't know. i'm so stupid! urg. i just don't know how it's gonna work. and i really don't want to race. that'll be the most embarrassing thing on the planet. and only a week and a half to go. omg. *breathe*
tata for now
hoping to work out somehting for liz's party on friday.. hoping... :)
gosh i'm already sick of running. it'd be different if i had stamina or endurance or even the WILL to make myself push past the pain... but i don't. when i get tired it's like ok time to stop. and i do. why i listen to myself sometimes i don't know. i'm so stupid! urg. i just don't know how it's gonna work. and i really don't want to race. that'll be the most embarrassing thing on the planet. and only a week and a half to go. omg. *breathe*
tata for now