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Well, I realize that I haven't written in here in just about forever. There was some glimmer of hope that LiveJourney was going to reappear, but I have let go of that hope now. Things have been all over the place lately. Graduation is getting closer and closer, and there are just too many things to be done. Too many people to say goodbye to. Too much stuff to get organized. I have been in what Kat would refer to as the "bubble" lately. Everything and everyone just seems to be spinning around me, while I am not actually a part of any of it...merely an observer. Friends are coming and going, application deadlines are passing, grades are falling, WHAT AM I DOING??? I question whether I am actually making any progress.
It is pretty much official that I am going home this summer. I struggled with this at first. I mean seriously, out of all the places God could send me, why would he send me to the one place I do not want to go? Blah. Either way, I have gotten over the frustration. Now I am just focusing on not getting stuck there. My sister had me so upset about the whole thing the other day that I was crying over it. Geepers.
Ok, I have to go babysit for a million hours and then come back and write a paper. Fun.
It is pretty much official that I am going home this summer. I struggled with this at first. I mean seriously, out of all the places God could send me, why would he send me to the one place I do not want to go? Blah. Either way, I have gotten over the frustration. Now I am just focusing on not getting stuck there. My sister had me so upset about the whole thing the other day that I was crying over it. Geepers.
Ok, I have to go babysit for a million hours and then come back and write a paper. Fun.