Post Birthday Post (I’m so witty!)

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I'm not going to go too in depth, mostly because I don't feel like thinking and typing it all out lol. I really want to say that I've had a bit of a crazy last decade. Once again, I'm leaving out details. And I can't wait to see what God has in store for me the next 10. I'm praying that I'll be a better follower of Him. I'm still having a few problems accepting certain things or at least waiting them out to see what God has in store. I get frusterated and discouraged about everything from what I'm going to be doing the rest of my life and where God will lead me if I let him to little things like my weight (which I know shouldn't upset me but its difficult even hanging out with other people sometimes; it just depresses me so much). It'll be especially interesting to find out what God wants me to do with my endless free time this Fall through December since He practically slammed the door in my face when it came to me going to Perimeter. I've offered to vollenteer places (church, choral guil...) but they haven't needed me yet. I want a full time job. I want to be working 40 hours a week again (at least). I want to have money again so I can take better care of myself again and be able to afford taking my poor dog to the vet to figure out what's wrong with him. I want to be able to help my parents with the bills that continue to pile up despite my dad and mom working all the time.

I know I need to just wait for God to bring opportunities into my life. He always has in the past even when I wasn't doing my best to follow Him.I just need people to pray that I have the patience to wait for it.

God bless. <3