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I've been feeling so much better in the last couple months since I started going back to church. In just almost every way. I feel I've done the most healing within this past week and my faith grows stronger in God with each passing day. I feel my heart soaring higher and higher and no one can upset me in the place I am. This sudden change of heart couldn't have happened during a better time too. God has a reason for everything and I believe that with everything that I am. I'm trying day by day to have more patience with people and understanding things from other people's perspectives even if they don't see it from mine. Just because the world is a selfish place doesn't mean I should be too. I've been way too prideful which is something my whole family has problems with too. This explains why none of us like accepting help from anyone. Anyway, what I'm saying here is that I need to work on my faults and God, being as merciful and understanding as He is, knows that I need to be at peace with myself before I can go any further in my walk with him.
What I would love to do is after I finish schooling to be a nurse to go and use that in some kind of missionary work in a different country. Or maybe I will one day become some sort of evangelist. I was blessed with the spiritual gifts of faith, evangelism, and leadership which seems to be given to many in my family. This is reflected from my grandfather and grandmother to my one of my aunts, one of my uncles, and my own mother. All I can do now is take time everyday to reflect and listen for God's guidance. I don't want to throw away any of the oppourtinities He has planned for me.
I love God with all my heart, mind, and soul. And I can't wait for the day when I stand before Him in Heaven and give it all back to him. <3
What I would love to do is after I finish schooling to be a nurse to go and use that in some kind of missionary work in a different country. Or maybe I will one day become some sort of evangelist. I was blessed with the spiritual gifts of faith, evangelism, and leadership which seems to be given to many in my family. This is reflected from my grandfather and grandmother to my one of my aunts, one of my uncles, and my own mother. All I can do now is take time everyday to reflect and listen for God's guidance. I don't want to throw away any of the oppourtinities He has planned for me.
I love God with all my heart, mind, and soul. And I can't wait for the day when I stand before Him in Heaven and give it all back to him. <3