Aug 11, 2006 16:26
college in January
move to Lansing with Will, ahhh...how exciting. A life of my own, all my own.
i'm happier again..sort of. I miss my old life, but the longer i'm away the more i realize what a waste of time that is. High school was a joke, i still blush at the things i fell for and the person i called myself. I managed to build a reputation of nonchalance and innocence...and then destroy it all upon graduation.
pleh to that, i say!
Will has yet to break my heart, destroy my trust, or lose my interest. Pretty damn impressive, given my "relationship" history as of late. He's still the biggest heart in my life, and the biggest pain in my ass at the same time. All the same i don't know what i'd do without him..
i can't wait to move to Lansing, we'll get all new furniture and hopefully i'll finally feel completely in control of my life. Wouldn't that be nice?
I don't know any of my old friends anymore, but i know that a lot of them are realizing how full of shit we were! I hope this is meant to be, 'cause it feels like it is. Stability just might be setting in.