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I don't understand why it is I have to spend so much of my time waiting for him to come back to me. Four times in the last week, this has been the case. Sometimes he needs space. Does that include me? What is that? Am I too needy? Do I smother? Most of the time I'm away from him, and then on top of that there's risk of being exiled by the one I can't stand to be without? There's going to come a point where I can't find the pieces any more to put them back together because they're being so widely scattered.