hanging out .. whahhaattever
yeah . i hate my body. yeah a lot. it fucking sucks. i wish i could loose my fucking weight.. i only have a month to get as skinny as i want.. and i have been for about a week now and i feel fat still.. ah grr. plus im bleeding FFFUUUCCKKK uuugggghh. so now all my cravings i have to ignore.. which is fuckig hard as hell. i think im guna start doing double the excercise to get the process faster..yeah ok .. soo i hate my body but anyway
today i want shopping.. i only got shirts.. i tried not to get pants or anyting cause if i did loose weight and they didnt fit anymore that would be a waist. yeah so, i got 3 shirts, cons and shoes.. yeah so HA. all night i sat home .. i was soo bored, dammnnn .................... oh yah and im guna be president. and giuliana is guna be JP the VP ahh awesome dude.
ok im tired, pissed, sad, confused. i sound so fucked up .. ok i feel weird talking to a computer and having people read it . oh well
shnanana-- im out