i DO wanna grow up...
so ever since ohhhh may or so, i have been completely depressed about stuff. i dont really wanna discuss any of it, but ill give you the jist.... basicly all my friends are growing up but me. theyre all getting older while i sit here going nowhere. theyre all basicly in good jobs, getting engaged or are already married, and i now have 2 friends who are preg (not that i want to be preg cus i dont). but i do wanna have something to show people i am growing up along with them, but i dont. it sucks. like really bad. im so anxious to grow up and whatnot but i dont think its gonna happen any time soon...i dont know why.
but yea thats what i decided to write for today. its a sad entry.