Oct 24, 2004 22:14
I just watched Ashlee Simpson's "performance" on SNL. That was some funny, funny sh**. I'm pretty tired right now, and gotta get up early to go to work, so..
I bought "The Mastery of Love", "The Four Agreements" and "The Voice of Knowledge" (which is most definately my favorite one of the three) and I'm working hardcore within myself, trying to let go of those very pesky personal demons. ;o) Gotta love em'.
I saw "The Grudge" for the second time last night, and let me tell you, it was just as scary as the first LOL. I don't understand why people are hating on it, it was very, very clever.
I don't really know what to write, without giving too much away. I feel like writing about everything I experience leaves little left to the imagination about who I am. If anyone even reads this LOL. I guess that doesn't even matter to me. I had a good weekend, it was sort of...confusing but...it was really good in the end.
Went to Tiffani's CandleLight Party and listened to this chick talk about how she tells her 8 year old "to sit the f*** down and shut the hell up you little monster" cause he's a spoiled child. I thought that was pretty funny. She was white but she talked like she was black, it was awesome.
Last night I had this feeling come over me of...uncertainty. There was this doubt lingering in my mind about so many things. But the more I doubted, the more I was determined to optimize...during so much of the conversation, I desired to listen, not necessarily judge but...just take in everything that someone else laid on the table. I liked the feeling I got from it though. I felt like instead of avoiding what I don't know, why don't I take it as it comes, without embracing it completely. It felt safe, and at the same time, so risky. I felt so comfortable, and yet, so unsure at the same time.
I'm definately weird, but I looove love love it. I'm gonna go, it's time for me to get my sleep on, work starts at 9 am.