but i won't be home again, maybe someday you'll look up

[anfstud]

It's only been about a whole day that I haven't seen him but it feels like forever. I tried to tell myself that It's not a big deal, mostly because I think thats what he would say. It's so weird for me because...it seems like he's the type that can pull away whenever and be sad for like a day or so but he'll get over it fast. I'm not, I take for EVER, lol. I miss him, I had to hug my pillow last night, it was so ghetto but whatev..and he's on my mind ALL the time it annoys me because I don't WANNA think about him cause all it does is make me sad that I can't see him or touch him and laugh with him...he is the funniest EVER, no doubt. I guess I should probably drop the subject, he probably doesn't even miss me, LOL! okay, I'm done..

Ashanti's cd came out today and that means EVERYONE should go buy it cause it's sooo good. I got it early thanks to someone. what whaaaaaaaaat....yea I'm done..;o)