(no subject)
well, nothing all that new. just sitting tight waiting for the days to fuckin drag by. little more then a month n i'm outta here fer my 6by2. 6 years active n 2 years standby. fuck. it's getting close to crunch time and i'm startin to freak out. boot-camp is going to kill me. LOL i am so out of shape is pathetic. phew, but ne ways. i can't wait fer it all to be over. ryan and i will be back in late june fer two months then we're outtie fer good. creepy. he just left a few minutes ago but b4 he went he asked me "so hypothetically after we get back from training and things are still as great as they have been and i asked you to marry me what would you say?" i mean come on how do you respond to that without puking all over the place. but i sucked it yup put a smile on and said yes.
moving right along. well i'm getting excited fer v-day. ryan's taking me away for the week-end. i'm pissed cuase i keep asking him where we're going and his response... "don't worry about it".... fucker. lol anyways it's sweet but i hate surprises. what if we go like skiing or something. i'll fuckin hate it. and he'll feel like a fag cuz i'm having a lame time. wow, so time to shut the fuck up. i'm just really happy that things are FINALLY coming together. i can't remember the last time i was this happy. :) night kids
moving right along. well i'm getting excited fer v-day. ryan's taking me away for the week-end. i'm pissed cuase i keep asking him where we're going and his response... "don't worry about it".... fucker. lol anyways it's sweet but i hate surprises. what if we go like skiing or something. i'll fuckin hate it. and he'll feel like a fag cuz i'm having a lame time. wow, so time to shut the fuck up. i'm just really happy that things are FINALLY coming together. i can't remember the last time i was this happy. :) night kids