Nov 21, 2005 20:04
Okay so I already wrote this and it got earsed...pissing me off...lol
Anyways I'm not re-typing all my thoughts.
All I gotta say is it's been a rough couple of days I'm glad to be back to myself today. Yesterday was good. The night got bad. That was when I wished I was home. I couldn't go boxing, I couldn't go to the gym, I couldn't take my car out so I did the next best thing, took a run. Well the thing is..it was POURING...so I ran in the ran. I ran around campus and stopped off at Smith to see Court and Corissa. It was good to see them. I miss hanging out with them. Then I ran back to my dorm. I got back and I was so cold that even after my hot shower I was still shaking and freezing my ass off.
Well when I woke up in the morning it was still raining! I mean gosh give me a break lol. I woke up in a bad mood that I had to go to Chemistry across campus in the rain. I took my quiz and went to calc and then went to bio. Well all I wanted to do was get into my bed and go to bed but I got my bio test grade back and I got a low B on the test I studied my ass off. I was pretty happy. That def made the day. NOTHING could bring me down today. No one, No thing, No anything...Good shit. My grades are the most important thing and that grade is going to help me so much. Endless studying...god damn lol Anyways the day was just good....only bad thing was it got REALLY cold and windy. It's suppose to be cold in Orlando this week too which makes me sad lol Oh well it's home. So yeah...the hardest part about today was saying good-bye to people. It's so weird that I won't see any one of these guys for a week. That's just odd cause I'm use to seeing them every day. Don't know what's gonna happen during Christmas break. So strange. Umm so yet again tonight I sit here being a little more frustrated and confused...I did my part..I don't know what else to do.
But in happy news...I FUCKING GO HOME TOMMORROW!!!! Orlando tommorrow and I couldn't be any more excited. I am fucking getting out of here as soon as my 8 am class is over. I can not wait :-) I just can't wait to see everyone. It's just going to be nice to chill and not worry about anything. I don't have anything major to do. It's going to be AMAZING! I work saturday!!! i get to see my work people! WOOO HOOO! :-) I'm so stoked...and KRISTIN BAL..I LOVE YOU AND CAN NOT WAIT TO SEE YOU! My Jacqui's home and I can't wait to hang out with her. I've missed her while she's been at Vandy..umm this is going to be a good weekend as long as I don't have to go to NY which I think I don't...But yeah found out last night my grandparents and my parents very very very close friends, their mother passed away and so I was going to have to go up to NY..which would suck. Make it another depressing thanksgiving...*sigh* I'm so excited to go home but I hate thanksgiving. Don't want it to come. Never do since 3 years ago. So depressing...blah
I'm done. I must pack. I'll see everyone at home! <333 Call me and we'll hang out bitches