still with the anxiety
about big kink-y plans (ha, don't i wish it was big kinky plans instead?) but trying to focus on other things instead. joanie and i went for dinner at panera and then headed to la fiorentina for tea and italian baked goods. (oh, cannoli o' my heart...) joanie got me talking about the big move and i started to let myself get excited. so many possibilities and new friends and new everything. eek!
i have boy band music in my head at this moment. "it's so ha-aaard to say goodbyeeee to yesterda-aaay..." goodbyes are truly scary right now. goodbyes are the knots in my neck and shoulders. how will i fit in time with my favorite people before leaving? carol and shelly are coming up sunday night to have dinner with me at pizzeria paradiso. i'm having dinner with quyen and joanie tom night and i might be able to fit something in with rene and the girls this weekend. but these are the manifested goodbyes. i also need to work on goodbyes in the ether, particularly after this morning's ball baby session.
anyway... beyond goodbyes, there are hellos. i joined ps in hopes of making some lesbifriends this summer in scotland. could i do it without online social networking? of course! but do i want to make every effort anyway? yes indeedy. it's only slightly uber-dorky but what the hell...
i have boy band music in my head at this moment. "it's so ha-aaard to say goodbyeeee to yesterda-aaay..." goodbyes are truly scary right now. goodbyes are the knots in my neck and shoulders. how will i fit in time with my favorite people before leaving? carol and shelly are coming up sunday night to have dinner with me at pizzeria paradiso. i'm having dinner with quyen and joanie tom night and i might be able to fit something in with rene and the girls this weekend. but these are the manifested goodbyes. i also need to work on goodbyes in the ether, particularly after this morning's ball baby session.
anyway... beyond goodbyes, there are hellos. i joined ps in hopes of making some lesbifriends this summer in scotland. could i do it without online social networking? of course! but do i want to make every effort anyway? yes indeedy. it's only slightly uber-dorky but what the hell...