Dec 03, 2006 23:23
I'm getting set up for something, i'm not sure if it is a set up for failure or success or something in between. But i still carry a hanky, i still act the fool and sometimes i still bust a sag unecesarilly.
I'm me, and i think i am getting there. I may have scared you all off as of late, and rightly so. That i am scarey, not that you deserved to be scared.. whatever. It's fun and disheartening to learn about people and reality.
... i havn't gotten a deer yet, but i have spent some good time with B, and out where nature is unforgiving and awe inspiring all at once. My house is great and my housemate is greater, i am still thankful each day that i breate, remembering that it could have been taken from me. And i pray that i will continue to be content with these blessings until i die whether it gets worse or better for me.
i'm just floating and fighting through each day, and i thank God for the chalenge.