It dies today

Jul 02, 2006 13:46

True love is priceless, for true love we pay the price...

Though others have tried I just can't deny that for me you are the one.

- Ben Harper

I have taken my life by the horns; i have trudged through an education. I have seen my friends hurt and killed in war, and nearly given my own life. I have illegally lived in foreign countries, seen things and made friends. I have given all i have to people at times... and right now i feel like i would trade it all for just one chance to be with the person whom i have thought about every day since the day i opened the door for her. The one person on this earth who knows the intricacies of my mind the one person i'd change EVERY path in my life for. She's the only person who has given me hope for myself. She's the one person who gave me hope to stay alive when my mind wanted to quit in war and i need her help today... because i want to quit again. Despair is all i have felt for months and i am beside myself in how to act because with out the confidence in myself she gives me i am like a little boy again, uncertain, and insecure. Nothing i have done and nothing i have seen makes a difference anymore. I need Her.

This is what despair does. It makes a man shameless.

















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