I took the time out to read your journal. Yeah with all the hectic crap going on in life that's about all I really have to do with my Crystal, read her journal, and once in a great while talk to her. :/ I feel soo left out when it comes to my Crystal. It's not your fault, but things are soo freaking hectic and horrible right now, I feel I'm pushing everyone away.. and one of those would be you. I'm sorry.
At least you do understand exactly what I'm going thru. I thought that same thing when I was reading your journal. I was like woah, it's the same thing. And.. when I got to the water part.. I was like woah. I did that this morning.. (of course I was reading this yesterday) .. of course it was amazingly similar. Yesh, it kinda freaked me out, but it made me realize that I'm not the only one going thru a shitty moment in life.
Yesh, I don't wish anyone to be living a shitty, rock bottom moment in life, but yet it made me happy that someone would understand me. Ya' know what I mean? .. I love you Crystal. And Together we shall make it thru, hand in hand! :) If at any time you need something, I am here for you and I shall make time for you! I promise!
And now that band is outta my schedule, I shall have more time for you. And hopefully when we work together hopefully we will have some time to talk. Since we're never really together anymore. Because School is gay and spilt us up. yeah.. I'm rambling now, but I love you Crystal, and whenever you need someone, and things that you can't tell Ryan, I will listen and give you the best advice I can.. and even tho my advice may be stupid, I will have listened nonetheless.. :)
At least you do understand exactly what I'm going thru. I thought that same thing when I was reading your journal. I was like woah, it's the same thing. And.. when I got to the water part.. I was like woah. I did that this morning.. (of course I was reading this yesterday) .. of course it was amazingly similar. Yesh, it kinda freaked me out, but it made me realize that I'm not the only one going thru a shitty moment in life.
Yesh, I don't wish anyone to be living a shitty, rock bottom moment in life, but yet it made me happy that someone would understand me. Ya' know what I mean? .. I love you Crystal. And Together we shall make it thru, hand in hand! :) If at any time you need something, I am here for you and I shall make time for you! I promise!
And now that band is outta my schedule, I shall have more time for you. And hopefully when we work together hopefully we will have some time to talk. Since we're never really together anymore. Because School is gay and spilt us up. yeah.. I'm rambling now, but I love you Crystal, and whenever you need someone, and things that you can't tell Ryan, I will listen and give you the best advice I can.. and even tho my advice may be stupid, I will have listened nonetheless.. :)
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