june is the new april.

[aneurism]

 I'm not sure what I expected 
 But I'm sufficiently offended by your
 half-hearted attempts to maintain 
 something genuine.

I tried to do everything possible
 given my fragile mental and emotional 
 lack of tangible stability.

I guess this is a good a sign as any
 that my loyalty is always
 forever in vain.

I'm not sure what the future holds for me 
 but you looked much too bored to convince
 me to keep you in its margins.

I am waiting for the other foot to drop 
 me in California...