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Daniel is sexy. Daniel's a bitch. Daniel should be shot in the foot. I don't think he has any respect for me. Period. None what so ever. So you know what?
Daniel can go and fuck him self.
Yes, I said it. Daniel told me he was dateing me. He told Amanda that he was dateing her. Amanda's a cool girl. I have no qualms with her. Daniel, on the other hand, has no respect for the few brain cells Ben Franklin didn't fry in my year of torture. Daniel thinks that just cause I'm a shy virgin, he can charm me into doing what ever he wants. No. 'Bout time I used that word more often. No. I should try and stand up for my self more, cause if I don't, people will just walk all over me. Now, weather I can actually stand on two feet and say that I have self esteem enough to tell people no, that's a whole different bowl of fish. Let's start off small then.
I hope to have enough self esteem to tell Jhon to leave me alone if he bothers me. I hope to have enough self esteem to tell Daniel to fuck himself. I hope to have enough self esteem to date someone this year.
Okay, maybe not so small a start, but fuck, I need to start with the big and important problems and eventually work down to the small problems like, What the fuck am I gonna do about getting a social life. and Damnit... I need another book to read. and Hmm... I should really get aroung to loosing that next 10 lbs...
So anyway... yeah, that's pretty much it. Mari and Chris are adorable. Jerrica should date Orry. Sherri... damn, I dunno who's in her life... should get around to that... Allison and I are sisters in the bleak hole called "Love, life, and when there's not enough to go around." Damnit... I really do need a new book to read... I need a new series to interest myself in...