an oozie? you didn't think i was rolling out here naked did you?
ahhh...
so i meet elizabeth's parents and her little brother tonite. what the fuck am i doing? (im about to meet up with james to pick some "ice breaking" materials for the little brother and i) i think it's getting serious and im not really sure how i feel about it, so i try not to think about it. just go with it i guess. she's spent the night twice times this week so far and im spending the night in her new place with her tonite. i've spent so long coming to grips with being single and being comfortable with it. I was really just starting to appreciate the freedom of being able to do anything from spending all day killing brain cells to going out and hitting on or thinking of hitting on every girl i see at a last minute party to spending three consecutive days hanging out with freinds. now as last night prooved, i'm being closely watched on my interactions with other girls (obviously or not). We were supposed to go to this party last night that ended up not happening so i invited the people we were meeting at the party to my house. turns out this dan guy i were the only guys entertaining 6 women. two of them being kendra and mary. things were alittle awkward becuase i wasn't able to hang out with them like i normally do, i.e. laying on top of each other and watching tv. who knows. whatever. im just rolling with it. she's a cool gal i mean who else would pick me up at 8 in the morning listening to Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Silence and take me to school? it's cool i guess, just can't think about it too much.
in other news, i finished school this morning. i aced this god damned art history test and i even got the three extra credit points. Jon McDonald , my awesome illustration II teacher, kept one of my oil paintings to put it up in the hospital out here which i think is some sort of honor. i did really well this semester i think, better than last semester at least. i now have a week out here to do nothing but follow through with all the little fucked ideas for peices in my head that i had to push aside to be able to do homework. hooray
i've also witnessed some one close to me go through an epiphany. thomas, ben's roomate, is a very intelligent, free and deep thinking respectable pothead. he's so observant of people's behaviors, actions, mentality and also whats going on in the world. he just lost a close freind in a terrorist attack and of corse it had him take a step back from his world and analyze it. while he was going through this he came across a book that some jehovah witness's left over his house one day. he read it and it clicked for him i guess. the first i noticed something was different was when our normal conversations about anaylzing girls and politcs got swayed to religion. as the days/weeks went on the topic of religion became more and more dominant in his conversations. it's gotten to the point now were i've seen him talking to kids he really doesn't know about religion. yesterday i seen him and there was a different look in his face. he looked like a different kid. he proceeded to tell me that he was dropping out of art school and wanted to become a minister becuase he decoded revelations. of coarse he mentioned how you need to smoke in order to understand it but what ever. it's alittle odd to see this kid go throiugh such a transformation.
ill finish this later, buisness calls...
so i meet elizabeth's parents and her little brother tonite. what the fuck am i doing? (im about to meet up with james to pick some "ice breaking" materials for the little brother and i) i think it's getting serious and im not really sure how i feel about it, so i try not to think about it. just go with it i guess. she's spent the night twice times this week so far and im spending the night in her new place with her tonite. i've spent so long coming to grips with being single and being comfortable with it. I was really just starting to appreciate the freedom of being able to do anything from spending all day killing brain cells to going out and hitting on or thinking of hitting on every girl i see at a last minute party to spending three consecutive days hanging out with freinds. now as last night prooved, i'm being closely watched on my interactions with other girls (obviously or not). We were supposed to go to this party last night that ended up not happening so i invited the people we were meeting at the party to my house. turns out this dan guy i were the only guys entertaining 6 women. two of them being kendra and mary. things were alittle awkward becuase i wasn't able to hang out with them like i normally do, i.e. laying on top of each other and watching tv. who knows. whatever. im just rolling with it. she's a cool gal i mean who else would pick me up at 8 in the morning listening to Everything You Ever Wanted to Know About Silence and take me to school? it's cool i guess, just can't think about it too much.
in other news, i finished school this morning. i aced this god damned art history test and i even got the three extra credit points. Jon McDonald , my awesome illustration II teacher, kept one of my oil paintings to put it up in the hospital out here which i think is some sort of honor. i did really well this semester i think, better than last semester at least. i now have a week out here to do nothing but follow through with all the little fucked ideas for peices in my head that i had to push aside to be able to do homework. hooray
i've also witnessed some one close to me go through an epiphany. thomas, ben's roomate, is a very intelligent, free and deep thinking respectable pothead. he's so observant of people's behaviors, actions, mentality and also whats going on in the world. he just lost a close freind in a terrorist attack and of corse it had him take a step back from his world and analyze it. while he was going through this he came across a book that some jehovah witness's left over his house one day. he read it and it clicked for him i guess. the first i noticed something was different was when our normal conversations about anaylzing girls and politcs got swayed to religion. as the days/weeks went on the topic of religion became more and more dominant in his conversations. it's gotten to the point now were i've seen him talking to kids he really doesn't know about religion. yesterday i seen him and there was a different look in his face. he looked like a different kid. he proceeded to tell me that he was dropping out of art school and wanted to become a minister becuase he decoded revelations. of coarse he mentioned how you need to smoke in order to understand it but what ever. it's alittle odd to see this kid go throiugh such a transformation.
ill finish this later, buisness calls...