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Went to Boston yesterday. Didn't do much exploring but the whole way there I just kept thinking about our Salem days. Most notably the time you told the whole bar that we were from Worcester in your best accent of course. I couldn't even bring myself to speak I was laughing so hard while you yelled at the Red Sox players as if you were cheering them on. It's amazing how much you make me laugh after all this time. I still tear up just a bit. Sometimes I pretend it's you sending me the memories as if you were sending a virtual hug through time and space.
Remember monkey mail? Ha! We were so silly. So in love. So I still think about you in everything I do.
The new boyfriend's friend Carin said I should bring him to Salem this Oct. I don't see that happening. Maybe thats what I'm chasing. Someome that I can see myself walking with in Salem. Stopping to breathe in the crisp scent of Fall with the chill in the air but warmth in our hearts. Stealing kisses and holding hands. Feeling like no one else even exists. This was our world. Yours is no longer mine but I hope that someday I'll find a man that can come close to all that you are. All that you were to me. I still miss you everyday Pete. Time is not healing me no matter how hard I try to let go.
You're in my thoughts and in my heart. I hope you are doing well.
Remember monkey mail? Ha! We were so silly. So in love. So I still think about you in everything I do.
The new boyfriend's friend Carin said I should bring him to Salem this Oct. I don't see that happening. Maybe thats what I'm chasing. Someome that I can see myself walking with in Salem. Stopping to breathe in the crisp scent of Fall with the chill in the air but warmth in our hearts. Stealing kisses and holding hands. Feeling like no one else even exists. This was our world. Yours is no longer mine but I hope that someday I'll find a man that can come close to all that you are. All that you were to me. I still miss you everyday Pete. Time is not healing me no matter how hard I try to let go.
You're in my thoughts and in my heart. I hope you are doing well.