I never felt alone...til I met you...
Yesterday was TONS of fun! Kayla and I went shopping at Arbor Place, then to Midtown to eat at Joes on Jupiter. It was tons of fun, Kayla and I always have alot of fun,specially when we shop!
Today has been crappy.I turn 18 tomorrow, thats about the only good thing. I think about being lonely way to much to be healthy. I think about being lonely everytime a love song comes on the radio, or every time I go somewhere public and see someone in love. Sometimes I feel like there is something wrong with me, like I have some defect that turns people off to me.I feel so bad, my parents gave me $50 for my birthday,and I was just in such a bad mood that I hope they know I liked it. I went to see Kelly, because I just felt so . I just want someone to whisper sweet things to, I want someone to write songs to me,someone to make christmas gifts for. I've been in about 2 true relationships, but they all ended the same way. I just want someone I can be myself with....you know like a Jessica Simpson relationship. Someone to make me feel beautiful, even when I'm not.So, I was listening to Q102 on the way home from Kelly's house..and they played some old song that I remember the name of, and one of the lines was "I never felt alone, till I met you"...I could sing that song to like 3 particular people right now.
Ever since I got home from Kelly's,I've just been crying constantly...
This song always makes me feel better.oh! and thank you Kelly, you're the best friend ever...Maybe the other side of our hearts is out there and they're one their way to sweep us off of our feet... at least we have each other....
My thoughts may seem scattered, but thats how I'm feeling right now...
Today has been crappy.I turn 18 tomorrow, thats about the only good thing. I think about being lonely way to much to be healthy. I think about being lonely everytime a love song comes on the radio, or every time I go somewhere public and see someone in love. Sometimes I feel like there is something wrong with me, like I have some defect that turns people off to me.I feel so bad, my parents gave me $50 for my birthday,and I was just in such a bad mood that I hope they know I liked it. I went to see Kelly, because I just felt so . I just want someone to whisper sweet things to, I want someone to write songs to me,someone to make christmas gifts for. I've been in about 2 true relationships, but they all ended the same way. I just want someone I can be myself with....you know like a Jessica Simpson relationship. Someone to make me feel beautiful, even when I'm not.So, I was listening to Q102 on the way home from Kelly's house..and they played some old song that I remember the name of, and one of the lines was "I never felt alone, till I met you"...I could sing that song to like 3 particular people right now.
Ever since I got home from Kelly's,I've just been crying constantly...
This song always makes me feel better.oh! and thank you Kelly, you're the best friend ever...Maybe the other side of our hearts is out there and they're one their way to sweep us off of our feet... at least we have each other....
My thoughts may seem scattered, but thats how I'm feeling right now...