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[anepicoflove]

its hard to just be friends
it makes me sad
but if it better for the both of us
i can't feel anything else
but be glad that i had you
and i dont regret any moment i spent with you
its going to be hard
to eventually move on
but life will take a sudden turn
and this car crash will reverse

life isnt fair sometimes
which is hard
but learning that life isnt fair
is putting me one step closer
to this recovery
i dont know how long it will take
but time will only tell
what the future holds
i'm looking forward to any change that may occur
but i never will forget you

all this time i've wondered
what it feels like
to be left alone and unwanted
to this day i still dont know what it means
i still dont know how it feels
i am not even sure i know how it feels to be loved
for a few seconds i felt more
did love become lust?
was i only there because you had no one else?
i wont believe it,
even if it's true