confused

[anenkletos]

I'm in a state of constant confusion, that as I well know is NOT something that God brings. I don't think I've ever been in such a state of shock, confusion, worry....I'm tired of worrying about where I'm going to live, how I'm going to afford it, ect. Now my neighbors are selling out, my neighbor across the street is clearing property for FEMA trailors to be at, and basically my grandmother wants to sell. One may say 'SO WHAT, HOW DOES THAT AFFECT YOU?' Well, she owns our place & hers, and basically, there isn't anything to rent here, or buy (and I don't have to credit to buy), and its looking like we're just going to have to move & start over. I don't really even know what to think, and I'm really just ready to be a child again, and not have to worry about all of this drama & these problems. Do I trust that the Lord is going to take care of me? OF COURSE. But that doesn't mean that I am to sit on my toosh & not figure out what to do, just waiting for a home to land in my lap. How do you start? Where do I go? I mean, there is NO option to live here, no rentals available, NOTHING.....I will NOT move to Brookhaven, it reaks of death there. I presume that I will end up possibly with someone that I know that can house me for awhile, wherever that may be. What about work? My health insurance? Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Libby don't worry, thats what the Bible says. GOD HAS A FUNNY WAY OF GETTING YOU OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE DOESN'T HE? I don't like it, not one bit...

Nothing TODAY is an emergency...I'm not leaving tommorrow, so don't freak out. But it looks like it may be coming soon.......