i feel better :]

Jan 25, 2006 21:27

a) List 5 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
b) Don't say who they are.
c) Never discuss it again.

1. I miss you. I miss all the things we used to do together, and how special you made me feel when you were here. I am lonely without you by my side, but I know now, that you are in a better place. I'm mad that you left, but I know it's not your fault. You are my hero, and you always have been. I would give my life to spend one more day with you. I never told you that i loved you as much as I should have. I wasn't given enough time, and was hit blindsided. I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. and i miss you more than I've ever missed anyone. I love you so much, I can't even begin to explain.

2. You are my best friend in the world. My sister. My hero. One of the greatest people I have ever met, and I am truly blessed to have met you. We're been friends for just three years now, and I couldn't have asked for a better best friend. You make my life so much better, and you've helped me through my hardest of times. Without you, I don't know where i would be right now. We fight all the time, but honestly, i don't care. I can't stay mad at you, no matter what you did. You are the strongest person i know, and I look up to you for that. You've seen me at my worst, and my best of times, and still manage to be my friend. i can't explain how much you have helped me, and how much you mean to me. I love you, and I hope we stay best friends until we're burried with our hands folded and/or legs crossed.

3. I am so glad that i met you last year. My life wouldn't be the same without you, budd. I know that i can call you up whenever, and can always complain to you about my problems :] I laugh my hardest when I'm hanging out with you. Everything we do together is made into an adventure. I look foward to every weekend, wondering what mischeif we'll get into next. You're seriously my little sister, and you are attatched to my hip. We never separate and we do everything together. My family calls you their own, and my mother has offered to addopt you. You truly are part of the Bond clan. i love you so much <33

4. I hope you die. Whatever it takes to get you out of my life...the sooner the better. You do nothing for my family but drive us bankrupt. You think my mom is a ATM machine, she's NOT, you faggot. You're not funny, charming, handsome, or anything other positive thing my family has to say about you. You have proven to me to be nothing but a greedy, smartass, son of a bitch who doesn't deserve who you've married. i will continue to be rude to you until you leave my family the fuck alone. I will never say anything to your face because you'll probably just laugh. You're a druggie. fuck off.

5. I would do almost anything to see you again.
I would do almost anything to be with you.
I think about you all of the time, and I wish you would come back <3
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