Jan 29, 2008 16:53
Dating John just over 2 months now. It sounds so short but really feels longer. He's a great guy. The whole Dave thing... wow what a mistake that was. I'm over it now and all and the experience of it made me thankful to have a man like John.
I applied for unemployment today. I just sort of said fuck it, it's worth a try, and as long as I submitted my claim while I'm unemployed I can get a check if I get a job soon. Let's hope I qualify for something, anything.
Many of you don't know it but I went on an interview to Specs Howard last week. It went really well, in my opinion at least, and I scored very high on the aptitude test. I'm waiting to hear back about a second interview and hopefully that comes soon. If not, well, at least I went and applied for some aid! I also submitted my resume to the Roseville Library for a part-time position there. Having some leads is better than none.
As far as all these good things happening some things aren't so good. My financial situation is in ruins and I have a couple places calling the house, hounding me for money. My parents are pissed but what can I do? They won't give me the money, even if I asked. It's a touchy situation in my house and I feel like the worlds biggest loser. Sometimes I don't think that I'll ever get out of this pit that I'm in and it scares me. But that's personal shit I don't want to talk about here.
I'm still very antisocial. I see my boyfriend a lot but that's about it. Sometimes I go over Rob's house but for the most part I'm a homebody. I don't have money, gas or the oompah to go out and do things. Even to do free things. I'd rather read book after book at the library and write bad short stories alone.