this sucks
ross and i are over with...i just told him that we should be friends. he thinks that i am just saying that, but honestly i am heartbroken that i might be losing him as a friend. i dont want him to be mad at me, although i think he has a right to be. i told him i would hurt him, and to stay away....but he didnt listen, they never do.
i wish that things could have worked out, but i think he just liked me more than i liked him. i appriciate everything though, he was really patient and always an awesome person to me. i know that he is a great guy and that i am losing a lot, and i wish i werent, but it wasnt working out at all. i think it is best if i stay away from serious stuff right now. it gives me way too much to worry about.
we didnt talk like all weekend at KI and the hotel, and everywhere else we went this weekend. i seriously wish that i could just feel for him the way he feels for me, but i cant. i might have at one time, but it seems like his feelings got greater, and mine just stayed the same. i hope that everyone still gets along, and i wish all the friends that we hooked up stay together and have a great ole time...best of luck friends! i hope that the rest of the summer that ross and i wont have to be immature and ignore each other..yeah it will be weird, but i think that we should suck it up.
well i gotta get my mind off of this...and get myself cleaned up. bye all.
i wish that things could have worked out, but i think he just liked me more than i liked him. i appriciate everything though, he was really patient and always an awesome person to me. i know that he is a great guy and that i am losing a lot, and i wish i werent, but it wasnt working out at all. i think it is best if i stay away from serious stuff right now. it gives me way too much to worry about.
we didnt talk like all weekend at KI and the hotel, and everywhere else we went this weekend. i seriously wish that i could just feel for him the way he feels for me, but i cant. i might have at one time, but it seems like his feelings got greater, and mine just stayed the same. i hope that everyone still gets along, and i wish all the friends that we hooked up stay together and have a great ole time...best of luck friends! i hope that the rest of the summer that ross and i wont have to be immature and ignore each other..yeah it will be weird, but i think that we should suck it up.
well i gotta get my mind off of this...and get myself cleaned up. bye all.