Nov 08, 2004 17:36
i cant believe that i am updating already lol! this is new right?
i woke up yesterday thinking about all of the people that i am going to miss when i leave cville. i mean i know that its a little early to be dwelling on this, but really its going so fast. i dont want to be leaving anyone right now. i have realized that its not the underclassmen that i have to worry about not seeing, but my class. it will be so much easier to come back and visit everyone, but with all of the 05 being spread out, its going to be so hard to see some people ever again. jared walbert will be going to cali to start making music. i think thats awesome and i totally support him...i just hope that i see him again sometime after high school. matt steele. oh man, what can i say about that. he makes me smile more every single day. every class that we have together we sit right next to each other, and his comments make my day. i think that the reason that these people stick out the most to me is because we arent close enough that when i come back into town that i would be making plans to hang out with them, and also, they are so different and unique that i dont think i will ever be close with someone like them again. thats what is so awesome about high school, these are people that most of us have grown up with so much and known for all of our lives, and now we get to see how we turned out. when i was in sixth grade i would have never seen myself writing about how much i would miss walbert and matt, but thats the beauty of it all, right?
i love our class and feel like i wouldnt fit in the same anywhere else. we were talking the other day about how fucked up our class is, and i totally agree with that. clay said something like that and billy (bill arzner) was like, "no 07 is so much weirder, they play with each others butts and stuff." HELLO BILLY....WHO INVENTED THE CREDIT CARD....that would be 05, well probably chris, but its so an 05 thing! i love everyone in our grade, clay treats me like his little sis and thats always fun, reid well we used to never talk until this year, and now we say hey here and there, and that makes me happy, greg, although we dont talk too much either, is just an awesome person, then there's chris, i miss the hell out of that kid. we used to hang out all the time, and now i just see him every once in a while. then there is ike. oh man. i wont even go ahead and say that i will miss him because i wont let him leave my life at anytime. i consider him the best guy friend that i have ever had. BEST BRIDGES BOY!
then theres the girls who i will always have a lasting love with. meryl, kashawndra, whittney, natasha, tatum, holy shit man...i dont even have words to explain how much i will miss everyone next year. tears...lots and lots of tears, are how i will explain that.
everyone who is 05 has played some part in shaping and forming me and i just cant believe that in less than a year, i may NEVER see you again. i love you guys...
well enough of that sob story. josh keedycalled me last night. i love that kid, josh you are awesome! it was great talking to you man...we will have to hang out sometime soon.
so i think andrew and i are "together." i love how nothing matters with us. everything is so go-with-the-flow. i really like him, i hope everything works out with us. i am really sick right now, so i cant hang out with him tonight, its sad, but for the better. i didnt see him all weekend either, he was at his moms, so i feel really bad that when he calls i am going to tell him i am staying home.
me whitt bryce and andrew have been hanging out a lot lately. bryce thinks andrew is "really cool." i love that they are getting along. bryce is awesome too. i never had spent much time with him. i used to think he was pissed at the world and whatnot, but hes cool as hell. hey bryce, you're great. i really am glad that my friends like andrew. not that i would drop him or them due to a relationship, but its much much easier that way. i like his friends too, so its grood.
im glad bush is still our prez. enough said.
cassie and i are working on this killer presentation for whittney. its going to be THE BEST, DARN RIGHT. just wait whitt, you'll see.
i was falling asleep last night when i all of a sudden thought of a page and a half of cheers. its funny how that works, but its the only time it does.
i had a dream one night that kaelan barosky asked me out in a movie theater. i said no because i was with andrew. later kaelan b turned into whittney. and the reason we went to the movies together: kate standefer was "in the movie" but not really in the movie. weird shit happens in dreams sometimes.
sorry about the length but when you are sick and lazy, you have a lot to catch up on. bye.