nothing hurts like nothing at all.

Dec 29, 2003 23:00

Today was a very fun day. I hung out with Steph, her sis and her mom. I painted my nails and read White Oleander, an excellent book. We ate and played Monopoly. It was relaxing and fun, as always. I love it at Steph's houses, her mom's especially. It's my second home. Tomorrow's gonna be another great day. I'm hanging out with Katie and Erica all day. I haven't seen Erica since school got out.

I'm tired of my life and wishing for change. I have a pretty good family and the best friends that anyone could ever ask for, but I want more. I always want more. More than I should expect. More than people can give me. It may sound trite, but I feel like this is just a big dream, like I'm not even living my own life. And I wish I didn't feel that way.
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